Hey~ It has been a long time since I posted something readable. Life’s been great and all and I’ve formed new bonds with new friends~
This year didn’t turn out very well in the beginning but I’m twisting it around with my own choices and I think a change is coming along really soon. I’ve been notified of really good news or okay news (I’m trying to view it in a positive light because it wasn’t something I really wanted but still…) so I’m hoping it’ll make me a stronger person than before.
Sometimes I feel so alone. Sometimes I feel like I’ve been forgotten. Sometimes I feel I’m the 3rd wheel. But that’s okay. It bothered me before butI don’t want to stay behind in the past anymore. I’m trying to move on, see things from a different perspective. It may be hard, but may be it won’t be.
Today, 3 years ago, Sea*A was formed. Today, my site celebrates the beginning of a legacy. Today, Sea*A Daisuki commemorates this event. I’m glad there are others out there who feel the same way. Even though we are a relatively small group, I’m very grateful for all of them, because without them, Sea*A and Valerie would never have become who they are today. My friends have crossed paths with them and it’s so amazing to see how the power of friendship extends even beyond social networks.
MYEs has passed and so has my birthday. I don’t feel 17, because 17 sounds really fantastical. Next year I’ll be 18 and I’ll be legal enough to defy my parents (lol what a license) and do whatever I want. I don’t think I want to go pubbing though, it doesn’t sound like me. Maybe I’ll tour Japan and Australia with Moodoo! That’d be really nice 🙂
Well, I’ll see you around~